A New Chapter

I made some pumpkin cream cheese muffins the other night for friend dinner night and they were a huge success. I will be making baked frosted donuts with sprinkles tomorrow. I do try to bake at least once a week. I cant bake at all at my boyfriends place which sucks because he literally has nothing i need and buying a stand mixer which i use all the time is a bit pricey so one day when i move out of the parents house into a place with said boyfriend i can start to bake more which is like another year or so.. I haven't really made my own recipes, im not that good but im also still learning and sometimes i add my own twist to things to try it out and usually comes out just as good. I have a few of my own things but not very many. I will slowly add to my baking collection over the next couple years. My mom bought me a ceramic red pie plate today to call my very own:) I have really have become to love baking and i am trying my hand at cooking as well but that can be a bit more expens...

So i have been with corey for 7 months now and well i have known him longer than that but still we haven't been together for a super long time. The discussion of love has come up, I mean we talk about everything and his side is that every time he is with someone it takes him longer to love someone than before but i am not that way.  After my last ex broke up with me after 2 1/2 years i definitely built up a wall and had a fear of trusting anyone and scared of falling hard for someone for fear of getting hurt. It took me A LONG time to get over him. The first guy i met that took a couple bricks off my wall was Anthony. Damn i liked him so much he was literally perfect to me, personality and looks, exactly what i was looking for. And it was great for a little while and i felt really great then other things about his past with his ex started popping up and he ended it. I never actually got the chance to even be his gf but everything happens for a reason right?    ...

I decided to start a new blog because i just lost track of the other one and stopped posting. Too much complaining about the last boy I was with and well if you want to read it: http://madxhatter42.blogspot.com/ ANY WHO, Since the last time i posted I ended up getting a dollar raise at work, too bad its still not enough. The two new co workers we got are fabulous. We work well together and they work hard! I am still looking for another job though. I completed my Veterinary Assistant class through Penn Foster. Not much but its something i can add to my resume. Corey (the boyfriend) sasses me all the time about getting a new job and I understand why I need one i think its just scary leaving a place that i like working at and have kind of like a second family there and love learning as much as i am. But that doesn't give me the money that I need to pay off my thousands of dollars in student loans.I still hang out with Anthony like once a month and we still talk. We are good friends ...