I Kind of more than like you...
So i have been with corey for 7 months now and well i have known him longer than that but still we haven't been together for a super long time. The discussion of love has come up, I mean we talk about everything and his side is that every time he is with someone it takes him longer to love someone than before but i am not that way.
After my last ex broke up with me after 2 1/2 years i definitely built up a wall and had a fear of trusting anyone and scared of falling hard for someone for fear of getting hurt. It took me A LONG time to get over him. The first guy i met that took a couple bricks off my wall was Anthony. Damn i liked him so much he was literally perfect to me, personality and looks, exactly what i was looking for. And it was great for a little while and i felt really great then other things about his past with his ex started popping up and he ended it. I never actually got the chance to even be his gf but everything happens for a reason right? Because of that Corey came to the rescue a few months later and we started talking A LOT. like i have never texted anyone this much in my life haha but i never actually thought i would start to like him and he had a gf and i am pretty average so i didnt think i actually would get a shot. But i guess he ended up starting lust after me than liked and we got together and he asked me do you want this too and i said yes so he broke up with his gf. He still feels bad about it but i think he needs to learn to move on. Yes it sucks to hurt someone but dont keep leading her on when it's not going to go anywhere. It is better to break it off.
We started dating and i started liking him a whole lot and i pretty much live with him and now im starting to really fall for him and its terrifying. Love is such a scary thing, trusting someone that much basically handing your heart to them on a silver platter like hear you go enjoy. But i also don't want to be the first person to say those three big words and him not be ready to receive them. So im waiting until he ready for that step but its a nice feeling to feel that way towards someone again.
We have also been looking for houses. He really wants one but he has to wait 1 to 2 years when his loans are paid off but we always talk about the future together like with our dogs and what not. It makes me excited:) Get a house before you get married. Im not even thinking of marriage well i mean i think about how my dogs will be in my weddings pictures but thats about it haha.
Have a Good DAY! it's my day off:) I baked mini chocolate chip muffins! Thank you SALLY they are delicious!
After my last ex broke up with me after 2 1/2 years i definitely built up a wall and had a fear of trusting anyone and scared of falling hard for someone for fear of getting hurt. It took me A LONG time to get over him. The first guy i met that took a couple bricks off my wall was Anthony. Damn i liked him so much he was literally perfect to me, personality and looks, exactly what i was looking for. And it was great for a little while and i felt really great then other things about his past with his ex started popping up and he ended it. I never actually got the chance to even be his gf but everything happens for a reason right? Because of that Corey came to the rescue a few months later and we started talking A LOT. like i have never texted anyone this much in my life haha but i never actually thought i would start to like him and he had a gf and i am pretty average so i didnt think i actually would get a shot. But i guess he ended up starting lust after me than liked and we got together and he asked me do you want this too and i said yes so he broke up with his gf. He still feels bad about it but i think he needs to learn to move on. Yes it sucks to hurt someone but dont keep leading her on when it's not going to go anywhere. It is better to break it off.
We started dating and i started liking him a whole lot and i pretty much live with him and now im starting to really fall for him and its terrifying. Love is such a scary thing, trusting someone that much basically handing your heart to them on a silver platter like hear you go enjoy. But i also don't want to be the first person to say those three big words and him not be ready to receive them. So im waiting until he ready for that step but its a nice feeling to feel that way towards someone again.
We have also been looking for houses. He really wants one but he has to wait 1 to 2 years when his loans are paid off but we always talk about the future together like with our dogs and what not. It makes me excited:) Get a house before you get married. Im not even thinking of marriage well i mean i think about how my dogs will be in my weddings pictures but thats about it haha.
Have a Good DAY! it's my day off:) I baked mini chocolate chip muffins! Thank you SALLY they are delicious!
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