just...GO AWAY
Awhile back, before corey, I dated a guy whom I have probably mentioned in one of my past posts named Anthony (ant). Long story short we decided we were way better off as friends and it was great. We have a ton in common and once you get to this age, out of school, its hard to make friends especially when you don't have a social life you have to start making friends with other peoples friends. Anyways we texted here and there and met up once a month for breakfast or lunch to catch up on life it was nice and then he got a crazy girlfriend. I didn't know she was crazy at first and I was super happy for him because he had been in such a depression slump and he was so incredibly happy, everything was really good for both of us. We had both been there for each other through rough spots so we were pretty good friends. But then the crazy spell came out of his gf and she pretty much assaulted me via facebook about how obsessed I was with him and I wasn't allowed to talk to him or see him anymore and we never dated so I cant call him my friend etc blah blah I deleted the message and responded with a ha and then blocked her. Basically he didn't say anything or apologize and I told him I cant have this negativity in my life, its unhealthy so sorry to say this is done.
I was pissed for awhile then I got three day pass PAX EAST tickets and I knew he would be the one person I had to tell so I just messaged him on facebook telling him (and I did unfriend him on facebook) and he did respond so I thought okay that went well. Then his birthday came a month later so I was just being nice and said happy birthday and he said thank you. Then a couple weeks later he completely blocked me on facebook and I pissed. He works at Rubys and I refuse to go there if he is working because I do not want to see him.
BUT the past week or so hes been popping up in my dreams blech and its been really upsetting me. I'm just so pissed at him and then I keep having these dreams about him where I really miss him, as a friend obviously. So when I wake up I think about it and I do actually kind of miss him and its bugging the crap out of me. There is nothing I can do about it. Yes I kept his cell phone number, if it hasn't changed, because I thought maybe a year from now id just get in touch with him to see hows life maybe his gf or fiancé or whatever she is at the time actually got over this controlling phase.
I cant talk to anyone about this because no one likes him so therefore I will just discuss it with myself and this blog. I just wish it wouldn't bug me so much what he did. It's like I wish I could say something to him but at the same time why should I give him the benefit of the doubt for being an ass to me. We were really good as friends. and then she came a long and now its gone. that seems to happen a lot when people get in relationships that end up controlling their lives and they are too blinded by love to see it. im glad hes happy and thats all that matters. he is not the guy i know anymore. so just remember the good times and life goes on.
on a side note corey and I are doing wonderful. love him to pieces. wish I would have met him sooner in my life but I think we met at the time we did for a reason.
I was pissed for awhile then I got three day pass PAX EAST tickets and I knew he would be the one person I had to tell so I just messaged him on facebook telling him (and I did unfriend him on facebook) and he did respond so I thought okay that went well. Then his birthday came a month later so I was just being nice and said happy birthday and he said thank you. Then a couple weeks later he completely blocked me on facebook and I pissed. He works at Rubys and I refuse to go there if he is working because I do not want to see him.
BUT the past week or so hes been popping up in my dreams blech and its been really upsetting me. I'm just so pissed at him and then I keep having these dreams about him where I really miss him, as a friend obviously. So when I wake up I think about it and I do actually kind of miss him and its bugging the crap out of me. There is nothing I can do about it. Yes I kept his cell phone number, if it hasn't changed, because I thought maybe a year from now id just get in touch with him to see hows life maybe his gf or fiancé or whatever she is at the time actually got over this controlling phase.
I cant talk to anyone about this because no one likes him so therefore I will just discuss it with myself and this blog. I just wish it wouldn't bug me so much what he did. It's like I wish I could say something to him but at the same time why should I give him the benefit of the doubt for being an ass to me. We were really good as friends. and then she came a long and now its gone. that seems to happen a lot when people get in relationships that end up controlling their lives and they are too blinded by love to see it. im glad hes happy and thats all that matters. he is not the guy i know anymore. so just remember the good times and life goes on.
on a side note corey and I are doing wonderful. love him to pieces. wish I would have met him sooner in my life but I think we met at the time we did for a reason.
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ReplyDeleteJanuary 2014:
The first guy i met that took a couple bricks off my wall was Anthony. Damn i liked him so much he was literally perfect to me, personality and looks, exactly what i was looking for. And it was great for a little while and i felt really great then other things about his past with his ex started popping up and he ended it.
I never actually got the chance to even be his gf
but everything happens for a reason right? Because of that Corey came to the rescue a few months later and we started talking A LOT.
Sorry, my bad. August, 2014. And it continues:
ReplyDelete"Because of that Corey came to the rescue a few months later and we started talking A LOT. like i have never texted anyone this much in my life haha but i never actually thought i would start to like him and he had a gf and i am pretty average so i didnt think i actually would get a shot. But i guess he ended up starting lust after me than liked and we got together and he asked me do you want this too and i said yes so he broke up with his gf. He still feels bad about it but i think he needs to learn to move on."
Ya. Learn to move on. >Ahem<
Your relationship with Corey started out as you being the other woman. But I'm the crazy one, thinking you might be up to no good.
Thanks for proving me right.
I feel bad for his ex. She should have called you out on your crazy bullshit too.
Thanks for updating the post. At the very least you removed that horrid looking picture.
ReplyDeleteToo bad you couldn't have just seen that him being happy is the only thing that matters, from the beginning. But clearly you're too selfish of a person to think that way. You could have saved yourself a lot of embarrassment.