Face to Face
I constantly want to ask him stuff but ill type it out and then erase it because id rather wait to ask him when i see his face..his handsome adorable face. anyways today i did ask him if we could get together after all the holidays in January for like a trial run go eat dinner somewhere and he said sure sounds fine.
I was not expecting that at all. What i was expecting was why do you keep pushing it i will tell you when i am ready to see you but i guess not. So i was like well uh thanks for changing your mind i guess? and he hasnt talked to me since than so im like shit wtf dude
I wanted to send him a message today asking how why when my friend asked him like a week after we broke up if we were broken broken up and he said he didnt know yet and it was too soon to tell. Okay so its been like 2 months and you still really havent given me an answer and every time i sort of bring it up you keep saying i dont know i dont know the answer to everything i dont know blah blah WTF DUDE HOW COULD YOU NOT KNOW BY NOW so i figure i wait until i see him to ask him because if its in public he will be nice about it haha and maybe pay for my dinner if he feels really bad.
Why Why Why Why? I kick myself in the ass every day for falling for him.
I want to see him face to face and just nicely talk to him about stuff so either i can close the book for good or keep a page dog eared and keep it propt open just in case. I guess i will have to wait until january unless he says something before than to me about it but i highly doubt he will. Im trying to start tonight and not talk to him all weekend so lets so if that actually happens. I think i can do it. Just have to be strong when i am so weak because of him. FUCK YOU AND YOUR HORRIBLE STUPID DECISIONS IN YOUR LIFE.
URGH
stop being adorable. </3
I was not expecting that at all. What i was expecting was why do you keep pushing it i will tell you when i am ready to see you but i guess not. So i was like well uh thanks for changing your mind i guess? and he hasnt talked to me since than so im like shit wtf dude
I wanted to send him a message today asking how why when my friend asked him like a week after we broke up if we were broken broken up and he said he didnt know yet and it was too soon to tell. Okay so its been like 2 months and you still really havent given me an answer and every time i sort of bring it up you keep saying i dont know i dont know the answer to everything i dont know blah blah WTF DUDE HOW COULD YOU NOT KNOW BY NOW so i figure i wait until i see him to ask him because if its in public he will be nice about it haha and maybe pay for my dinner if he feels really bad.
Why Why Why Why? I kick myself in the ass every day for falling for him.
I want to see him face to face and just nicely talk to him about stuff so either i can close the book for good or keep a page dog eared and keep it propt open just in case. I guess i will have to wait until january unless he says something before than to me about it but i highly doubt he will. Im trying to start tonight and not talk to him all weekend so lets so if that actually happens. I think i can do it. Just have to be strong when i am so weak because of him. FUCK YOU AND YOUR HORRIBLE STUPID DECISIONS IN YOUR LIFE.
URGH
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