What Happens?
What happens if I get that job and i move away and you guys dont end up working out? What if you dont work out after a year? Will you still want to try us again, will you still have any sort of feelings for me? What if i am far away? Do we try it out for a little while and if we decide its worth it, do i look for a job back down there where you are? I would do that in heartbeat..if i moved away and we tried long distance for awhile (not saying that is ever going to happen because it probably wont) and we realized this is what each of us wants and wants to continue i would apply to freakin idexx as a phone person just to be with you. I would move back in heartbeat. There are plenty of jobs around the area that i can apply to and id suck it up to be with you. Id suck up answering phones and conversing with clients on a daily basis to BE WITH YOU and thats saying a lot.
But if that ever does happen for now moving away is a better choice. Even being in Portland is too close to him. I want some hours between us.
My dad told me from talk that Jackson Laboratory has a kind of caste system where higher ups are treated that way and entry levels are treated like entry levels. I mean every big company is different. I know IDEXX treats all their employees very well and all the same but Jackson Labs is huge it doesn't mean every section is like that. I mean It is a good opportunity. It doesnt meant i am going to be there forever. Im getting my foot in the door with laboratory experience and later on maybe i could apply to somewhere else as a lab technician or something. its not forever. its just a start. I have no doubt it will be a lot of hard work but the job i do now is a lot of physical work too. Im sure i will get used to it.
Who knows maybe they will never contact me, I dont know. Whatever. If they do then take that risk and do it. Don wimp out because its the unknown and its out of your comfort zone. Not every job can be rainbows and unicorns. Maybe one day i will get a job like that but for now i continue moving forward through the mud.
But if that ever does happen for now moving away is a better choice. Even being in Portland is too close to him. I want some hours between us.
My dad told me from talk that Jackson Laboratory has a kind of caste system where higher ups are treated that way and entry levels are treated like entry levels. I mean every big company is different. I know IDEXX treats all their employees very well and all the same but Jackson Labs is huge it doesn't mean every section is like that. I mean It is a good opportunity. It doesnt meant i am going to be there forever. Im getting my foot in the door with laboratory experience and later on maybe i could apply to somewhere else as a lab technician or something. its not forever. its just a start. I have no doubt it will be a lot of hard work but the job i do now is a lot of physical work too. Im sure i will get used to it.
Who knows maybe they will never contact me, I dont know. Whatever. If they do then take that risk and do it. Don wimp out because its the unknown and its out of your comfort zone. Not every job can be rainbows and unicorns. Maybe one day i will get a job like that but for now i continue moving forward through the mud.
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